Trials in my life.
This has been the toughest in my life.
I always knew that i didnt fit in with my family. But i didnt really expect to be held hostage, to be brought down to my knees to beg for help that i have been giving without asking my whole life.
I stopped receiving short-term disability in early September and have not landed a nursing job in this saturated demographic area.
Granted, i could do a different nursing job, i dont need to be in the hospital, but since realizing my freedom, i cant even land a front desk job at a gym.
My family know this. And im currently in one of my houses, with the preasureizer not working, easentially not having good flow of water, cant take a proper ahpwer. No car. No food. Literally a prisoner in my home.
They havr texted that they love me.
But not offering anything to me, requiring me to ask.
And i wont. Will not.
Why should i have to ask, when they have known what my situation has been since i have come back in december of 2024?
Since my ability to channel, i had some dreams of my grandmother and inheritance. Not only had my family scoffed at my gifts, my dad neglected to tell anyone of our inheritance but since has put it in the stock market and made $440k the year before. Probably wouldnt have told me had i not asked. And still scoffing at my gifts.
Also, the fact that nobody believes me that somebody has been Home fucking with the gas, the electricity, trying to scare me out of the house, it’s probably my ex because he’s stupid as fuck. But I’ve taken pictures. I have evidence. The fact that my car is missing five fuses. My family think I’m nuts.
I’m so angry with everyone in my life. And i still don’t wish ill on them.
I just want to finish this divorce and take whats due me and start over somewhere far and separate from those that have been two-faced and supposed family and friends to me.
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